Levee Loads

Weeehll... I made it to the levy..... and back! :) It was great to be back at the meeting yesterday! I hated missing last week. It is kinda like going to church for me. Yeah.... you can do it on your own... the Lord knows for sure that I have researched analyzed and yes even been successful and healthy living before.... I just get "off track....an den further.... of track.... an den... give it up!" I need that Saturday Boost! I need my fellow BELIEVERS to get me back on track when I deviate! I was telling Mark... this current training (for me) I have to compare to when I was in college and took a light load. I only had 12 hours... I procrastinated even more than usual for even me! My grades were not as good as usual. That I what I feel like I have been doing. I don't want to beat myself up too terribly, 'cause that gives me yet another excuse to quit/ lax (pouting takes a determined effort you know! .. AND concentration too... ) I am committing to charting my food and water this week. Yeah... I said it here! I was just planning to commit to eating better and making better CHOICES.... I know me though... and I will actually stand a chance of succeeding if I will chart! It was great to chat with several of you. I am ready! I am also going to try to blog everyday.... One day.... I will be the one to say.... yes... I did it! Lisa